Dooj mentioned something on Facebook the other day about needing to stay offline because of something the doctor had advised. I saw it and left a humorous but sarcastic comment on her Facebook, then started worrying and decided to leave a message on her cell. Immediately after I did that I called the middle sister, Vix, to see what she knew. She usually knows everything that is going on. Sure enough, she did. But the first words out of her mouth were:
"I've been thinking a lot about you the past few days. I knew you'd call."
Bingo. The connection. There it was again. We talked about Dooj, she reassured me it was probably nothing to worry about, and we chatted on for a while, catching up on our daily lives.
Eventually Dooj called back, and reassured me as well. It seems we share a similar medical condition right now, caused by the type of work we do (a lot of computer work). We compared treatments, discussed it, and before we ended the conversation, she mentioned that she was sending me a little something, as well as sending a little something to Vix, and my daughters. I really didn't think anymore about it until yesterday.
Steve and I heard people talking in our front yard after dark. This is alarming, because we know our neighbors and live on a dead end road. When we checked, it turned out to be the FedEx person, who had trouble finding our house (NOT the first time that has happened). She gave Steve the box and he handed it to me. "It's for you" he said. I couldn't figure out why I would be getting a large box since I wasn't expecting anything (my memory of the conversation with Dooj having failed at that point). Then I opened the box:
As I unwrapped and opened the things inside, I was overwhelmed. Then I read the note Dooj had put inside:
The card was the hug I needed. I felt last night that I had been hugged by both my sisters. They knew.
They DO know. I don't know what I would do without them. They are my best friends, my rocks. The only way I can express how I feel is with the words from a favorite poem of mine, by e. e. cummings:
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
-e. e. cummings
...life is good. ~cath
find me @jonesbabie on Twitter